Monday, April 21, 2008
not been here for a whiles
but well
here it goes.
i am been really sad lately.
i dont know why.
but its crap.
iam really badly affected and shaken by life.
i am being to resent myself and the world.
i just wanna die and end this earthly life.
its too scary and painful for me to carry on and move on like that.
its a total drag.
and its really painful.
however, on the other hand,
i love my friends.
and i love the new peeps i met.
i really do.
their lives seems so much better of
and they are nice ppl to turn.
i dont know.
i feel like crap.
like shit.
like i dont what to use.
but its just crap.
its just really sad.
i dont wanna to see my love ones for the last time.
i want to see them and spend time with them more.
i lvoe you guys so much.
but i am really sorry if some premature happens to me.
i guess,
throughout all these years,
my limit is filled to the brim and its been overflowing.
omg. i really dont know what to do.
i dont wanna death to be the one solution.
but neither do i want to carry on living till the day i die naturally and my problems gone.
freak i am really vex.
i love my friends i really do.
i dont wanna leave them
be with me till the end of time.
i hope i live till then.
kenneth eman @ 10:45 AM
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